Audience Of One

This world is lonely enough, just know that you never have to walk this earth alone; For I will walk with you and let you know that this too, shall pass.

“When you go through a traumatic event, there’s a lot of shame that comes with that. A lot of loss of self-esteem. That can become debilitating.”

—   Willie Aames (via kushandwizdom)
Hahahahaha. Aside from the creepy bear, this is my luck.

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So. True.

9 Things You Discover About Yourself When You’re Diagnosed With Borderline Personality Disorder;


9 Things You Discover About Yourself When You’re Diagnosed With Borderline Personality Disorder

1. People will not understand you.

Or your diagnosis.

If you tell a friend you have Borderline Personality Disorder, I guarantee that, if they’re not a psych major or a fellow member of the…

“Someone once told me that I was hard to love. The way I switched back and forth so quickly, my emotions always shifted so swiftly- they told me I was unpredictable. Never knowing what you’re gonna get, I go from white and back to black again- never gray, I wish I could explain why I am this way
But its hard. I am hard to love.
You say touching me is like walking on egg shells- never knowing if you’ll be greeted with embrace or a slap to the face, whether I’ll think you’re sweet or just a sour taste- I’m sorry for my change of pace- I am teetering.
Teetering between day and night, hiding in the shadows only to embrace the light never knowing what it is that I want, never knowing when I’ll change my mind- I am indecisive.
Someone once told me I was the most infuriating person they’d ever met, they way I floundered like scared prey desperately avoiding their net- they said I just want to hold you, I said today I don’t want you to.
Borderline. That’s what psychiatrists pegged my Personality with the addition of the word Disorder. My cells are disordered. I am hard to love.
One second I adore your essence, the next second I can’t stand your presence and I’m sorry.
So I will refuse your touch although I crave your attention, the pendulum that is my mind I thought I had mentioned- I am indecisive. I can be pulsing love through my veins at the hour and by the next rain down fury that showers
You, and you will wonder exactly when the shift occurred. I wonder that too.
My hands once used to cradle someone I felt so significant will suddenly find themselves feeling indifferent and I will have hurt you
But I never meant to. I never meant to climb aboard this never ending roller coaster ride, the one that doesn’t prohibit letting more passengers inside- I never meant to be

—   (aureate-dwale)

This is beautiful.

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Words of Emotion

“I do not write, I build.”

—   Alvar Aalto (via kushandwizdom)

“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”

—   ― Friedrich Nietzsche (via psych-quotes)